Friday, November 30, 2007

I thought you were special, I thought you should know.

Today was a waste of 24 hours.

I haven't been up to much lately. I've been busy with school. Only one week left and then exams. And then I'm done...till January.

I've been drinking more than I like to. I drank twice this week. I was trying to keep it at once. I feel like I need to knock it off before I'm a crazy alcoholic. But like other things in my life...I like to imagine problems that aren't there. I just know it's against my belief system. Drinking on a regular basis is not okay. It's not even good for me. Worse for me than other people I think.

But anyway, I went out with my friends Tanae, Amanda P. and Amanda D. while Dan was off to the titty bar with a friend. We went to the comedy club. It was a really funny show. The best one I've seen in a while. Then I went to a bar with Tanae and we met up with an old friend from highschool:Shannon. Then after that I went over to Sarah's man's house to play Guitar Hero and drink more. I was wasted. Sarah more than I. She puked half the night. It was still a good time like always though. It was a good night, the only bad thing is I felt guilty for drinking.

Misty might be having her baby right as I type this. She was supposed to be induced today. I'm waiting for a text or something.

Well, I guess I don't have much to say. I just wanted to blog so people wouldn't think I died.

Monday, November 26, 2007

Nobody blogs anymore!!!

Today was a relieving day.

I am relieved because my huge Marketing project is done and over with. I kept putting it off and putting it off. I didn't finish it till 6:03pm today and it was due at 6:55pm. So yeah....I got some sort of a record on that one. I think I did a really good job. I wasn't rushed or anything. I took my time and did it right. Now I have my business project due tomorrow. It's not as hard and I think I can get that done in a few hours tonight, when I feel like it. I'll be glad when the semester is over.

I want to go out Thursday and celebrate the end of a shitty week. That's a sign you drink too much. When you start making up shit to celebrate. Like ooooh....I got paid. Or lets go celebrate my time of the month. But whatever. I'm responsible. LOL!!!

So who all wants to go with me and Sarah on Thursday?? We're going to the comedy club. Show starts at 8:30. I should have enough free tickets and we're all drinking up ahead of time. Come one come all and view the spectacle that is....drunken Aleta. LOL! Just kidding. But seriously come you guys!

I'm surrounded by drama. Drama everywhere I turn. I doubt not that I'm the catalyst for some of it. Not always though. Sometimes I guess I'm just attracted to really dramatic people. It gets exhausting.

And now...a little late but now for the secret of the week from Postsecret

I picked this one because when I read it, I almost said out loud "Yes, yes you are!" That is gross.

I guess that's all for today. I'm starting little baby Sophia's shirts tonight. I have some cute ideas. I need to get back into my stenciling. I have a lot of projects to do.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Almost forgot.

I weighed in today and went to my WW meeting since they'll be closed tomorrow.

I lost 4 lbs. I finally hit my next 5 lb loss. It's taken me since September. All this up and down and lack of dedication has led to a slow down. But I'm proud that I'm sticking to this and that I've kept the weight off and am continuing to make progress.

45 POUNDS DOWN, 27 POUNDS TO GO!

Don't forget to read the post below, since I did two of them just now.

GOD WHY???!!!!!!!!

Today was a day full of worry and regret.

Over what you say?? Over my stupid marketing mix project that is due on Monday. That's only 5 days away people!! And I only just sat down to do it tonight. It's an 8page single spaced paper. I'm sure most of you have done only double spaced papers(this is my first single spaced), so this would be 16 pages! And to make matters worse the professor assigned me the most boring and hard to research topic ever: Bayer Aspirin. Like what the hell? I can't think of one page worth of shit to write about Aspirin, let alone 8. I've never even taken the shit. Although, I'm sure I'll have to after the first couple pages of the project. LOL!!! Maybe I should just shoot myself now and get it over with.

I did start on it tonight. I have about a page done. Its a really hard topic to do research on. Not much is published about Aspirin. Or at least nothing truly of use to me. I'm supposed to analyze the marketing mix of the product(product, place, promotion, and price) as well as a SWOT analysis(strengths, weaknesses, opportunities and threats)on all four sections. I can think of a hundred products I would have rather had. Like Trojan Condoms, or Mr. Clean Magic Erasers, or Coach purses, or fucking anything really.

To add insult to injury, I have another project due the day after this one in my Business class. But that one is only 2 pages long and it's on "The Wheel of Retail". I got to pick my topic for that one and I can spit out two pages on that topic without even using a source. So that won't be the least bit hard. I do have to come up with a 5 minute presentation to go along with it though. It has to have PowerPoint and all that good shit. I still don't see it as a challenge though.

No.....just Bayer fucking Aspirin on my mind for the next five days!!!

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Funny Stuff!!!

Ha...watch this. It's good for a chuckle or two.

Click here!

Monday, November 19, 2007

Long time no see!!!!

Today is the greatest day I've ever known!!!! (*not really!)

I had an exam today. An exam that I barely studied for. I pray for a B. Please dear God give me a lousy B. Okay, enough of that.

So I went out with Sarah last night for a few drinks and some karaoke. We always have a good time together. Even in a hole in the wall bar with 5 people including us in it. I killed some Alanis Morissette "You Oughta Know". I'm telling you, in another world I could have been a true performer of sorts. I just love it way too much.

Something weird happened there though. Amanda Blosfield was was there. For those of you who know what happened between us you'll take interest in this. If you don't know....well you aren't going to have any idea what I'm talking about. I anticipated running into her for quite sometime now. We share common friends now that Sarah is dating Mike. I always expected if I ever saw her anywhere she'd cut to the nearest exit. I was wrong. She stayed. I figured we'd be silent and not talk. Just keep stealing glances at each other when we think nobody is looking. Well, we did that for a little while. Then she comes up to me with a bunch of songs written on a piece of paper that I was guessing she wanted me to sing. She didn't say a word to me, just handed the paper to me and walked off. Peace offering?? That's what I thought. Who knows, it might have been. But she's a fucked up crazy bitch so who knows. Anyway, I eventually worked up the nerve to talk to her. The conversation was really odd. Basically her telling me how bad I hurt her and what a whore I am. She definitely has her own side of what happened. Me being an evil nasty villain in the story. She's always been a dramatic judgemental person. So I would expect nothing less from her. However, I know what happened too. And she can play the "woe is me" victim in the story. But that's not at all how it was. It was just weird. Very very weird.

I know she loved me though and I loved her. I could tell she just felt betrayed. It's happened to her a lot. But there was betrayal on her part as well. What happened between us was weird and "Springer" like. But the situation was so unlike anything I've ever been involved in or would ever be involved in again. I miss her so much, but that ship has sailed. Sailed and sunk into a deep dark abyss never to be found again. I just wish she'd realize I didn't lie to her because I hated her. I lied because I loved her and I didn't want to hurt her. The whole situation turned me into a filthy liar for the span of about a year to her, Dan, family, friends and anyone I felt I needed not to know the truth. I'm so glad that's all over. I know Amanda forgives me. She's a fucking cunt....but I know she forgives me.

Guess that's all I have for today.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Try not to suck any dick on the way out to your car!!!

Today was an unproductive day.

I really didn't get anything done that I was supposed to. Which doesn't surprise me.

They didn't post any new secrets on Postsecret today. So I suppose I'll just post a couple other ones I liked from back in the day. I like this one...because of course I'm well endowed, and I too like the the power that having large breasts has over a lot of men. LOL!!


I'm not sure if I've posted this one before or not, but it tugged at my heart strings a bit.


I liked this one, because I sort of feel this way about Myspace.


And since I'm in a photo upload mood, here's a tshirt I found on eBay the other day that I wanted really bad. Man...I loved that show. I'm going to buy seasons of it on DVD one day. That and "My So Called Life".


I guess that's all for tonight. I'm going out for a bit with Sarah to sing karaoke at the village. Yes ladies, you guessed it....I will have to pay up. But I love the fact that he hasn't said a single word of complaint or protest about me going out. That's refreshing. And he said I don't have to pay up till I get home, so maybe a few drinks will take the edge off of the excruciating pain I will have to endure. LMFAO!!!! Bye all!!

Friday, November 16, 2007

Yo Quiero Taco Bell!

Today is regular.

I took Leonardo for his 1 year check up at the doctor. I hate his doctor's office. I should look for a new one. For one thing, it always smells like shitty diapers in there. I almost gag every time I walk into the waiting room. On top of that I swear I wait longer and longer every time I go there. I was stuck in a room for over an hour and a half waiting to be seen. You can only amuse a one year old baby for so long in a tiny room while you wait for the doctor.

Leonardo was good. He's still anemic. So the doctor said I have to start giving him iron drops again. She said that if it isn't treated babies can have developmental abnormalities. We wouldn't want that.

Erin came to visit me last night. I hopefully got her hooked on "A Shot At Love" so that way I have someone to discuss the show with. Then today I went to lunch with Heather at El Camps. It was nice to catch up and bitch about the Wingerter men for a little while. I love my friends!

I am so tired today. I've had to skip my afternoon naps with the baby for the last few days and boy does it show. I can barely keep my eyes open to type this blog.

I don't think I'm doing much of anything this weekend. I have a party tomorrow for Dan's cousin and party on Sunday for my niece. I wish I could go out with Sarah on Sunday night and sing karaoke at the bar. But I'm sure my master(Dan) isn't going to let me out of my cage(death grip!!)anytime soon. He's a big meanie!!!

Well, that's all for tonight. I need to study and start on my projects. More than that though, I need to stop talking about needing to do it and just fucking do it already.....Ughhh!!! The life of a procrastinator.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Life is what you make of it.

Today was a good day.

I've began replacing items that were stolen. Mostly because I have no choice but to. I ordered a phone off eBay today. It's the exact one that was stolen. I loved that phone too much to even consider anything else. It was $85(Grrr!). Also, I called Spitzer(where we bought our car) and told them about the key fob getting stolen. We do have a spare but it works like crap. So they agreed to replace the key fob for free. So I didn't have to pay for that. I'm planning on buying the camera again with any Christmas money that I get from relatives. As for the purse, I'm over that. I'm not going to be able to afford a designer bag for a while. Hopefully Nikki will have my purse done soon that she's knitting me and I won't have to be purse-less for too long. I wanted her purse as a winter bag anyway.

I got an A on that Statistics exam I took last week. I was the only one in the class. I really didn't see that one coming. I thought I did really bad. Everyone in the class was pissed that they did bad. Only 2 people got B's. The rest were C's, D's and F's. I was proud of myself. Oddly enough, I was the one asking the most questions during lecture and understanding the material the least. I actually called the teacher to set up an out of class meeting to discuss the material, but I ended up not doing it.

I feel pretty confident that I'm going to finish with an A in two of my classes. One of them I might end up with a B, but hopefully it will also be an A. I've really put a lot more work into this semester than I usually do. At this point, I have a B average for my overall GPA. I want to finish out my college career with an A average.

I gained 3.2 at my weigh in today. I keep going back and forth. It was a really bad week though. Between drinking alcohol(which always makes for a bad week) and being really stressed out about my purse, I really didn't have the motivation to do well this week. I'm sure I'll do good this week though. That seems to be my new trend. As long as I keep it off I'll be satisfied. But of course I want to keep losing.

I guess that's all for today. Blog ya later!

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Look for the silver lining, whenever clouds appear in the blue!

Today was a better day.

I'm starting to feel a little better about what happened the other night. No, I still didn't get my shit back or figure anything out but still. I'm starting to realize that this happens to everyone at some point or in some form in their lives. I've heard a lot of people's stories that made me feel grateful. Like my friend Bobbi told me her house has been broken into 3 times. That would suck ass. I had another lady tell me that her purse was stolen and she had to deal with identity theft and constant phonecalls to credit bureaus to try to clear her name. She says now even years later she still has to deal with it. So I suppose I'm lucky.

I also started feeling like I was really materialistic. I kept catching myself praying to get my "stuff" back. It made me feel shallow. Like how about I ask for my family to stay well, or for the war to end, or for tiny little african children with swollen bellies and flies all over them to get some food and fly swatters. I mean, yeah it sucks, but it's not the end of the world. And yes, thank God it wasn't something more serious.

I'm not sure I'll do well at weigh in. I never really do if I've done any drinking that week. So I'm expecting the worst and hoping for the best.

Anybody else love the show "A Shot At Love with Tila Tequila"? I fucking love it. It's raunchy and rediculous. Nothing like any reality show I've seen before. In the words of Amanda from the show "It's like The Real World on crack". That it is Amanda, that it is.
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Well, I have no more profound words of wisdom for today. Besides, always look for the positive. Always. Because it's always there no matter what. It's the "Light". Gravitate towards it.

Monday, November 12, 2007

FUCKING THIEF!!!!

Today is a fucking shitty ass day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So last night I went to sing karaoke for a few hours with Sarah downtown at The Village. I lost track of my purse at the end of the evening and some girl stole it. (Yeah...I'm a dumbass!). It had my cell phone, keys and my digital camera in it....plus it was a Coach bag. To add insult to injury all the pictures from Leonardo's first birthday party were on the camera. So that just breaks my heart.

Since the bar has cameras I went there this morning and watched tapes with the owner so we could see what happened. It was plain as day, this girl Jessica walked up, grabbed it and walked out with it. I got her name, address and phone number from some friends. I even went to her house this morning to give her a chance to give it back in exchange for cash and me not taking the matter any further. She just kept denying it in spite of the evidence.

I filed a report a little while ago. The officer said he'd try to get her to co-operate and just give the purse back. I told him I would not press charges if my things were returned. However, if she doesn't co-operate, and I'm figuring she won't, then the officer said I have enough evidence to press charges. Which probably still won't get me anywhere. So this just SUCKS FUCKING ASS!

I was so nice to that girl too. She was a stripper if that says anything about her character. She bought me and Sarah drinks all night and danced with us and acted like a real fucking pal.

I feel like a retard for taking such important shit with me into a bar. On top of that I feel like a retard for letting my purse out of my sight. And further on top of that I didn't sleep all night and I feel like shit and I am physically ill thinking about all the shit I just lost and have to replace and all the shit that can't be replaced. We aren't rich people. I will never have that purse again. I won't be able to afford another camera till at least January it was close to $200. The memory card inside of it was over $50. The cell phone had numbers that have taken me the last 10 years to collect. Plus it was one I really liked that would cost $100 to replace. I will never be able to look at my son eating his first piece of birthday cake. And I lost a tube of lipstick that is a discontinued color and is my very favorite. And my keys are gone. I'll have to get a new Speedy Rewards card. Key fobs for my remote start and locks cost $80 a pop plus you have to pay to have them programmed. I have another one but it doesn't work right.

This sucks so bad it's unreal. That bitch better watch out.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

It's a lovely day!

Today is rainy.

Yesterday was Leonardo's birthday party. My house was jam packed. We had a ton of food, but as soon as I said "Have at it", nearly every scrap of food in the house disappeared. I was actually sort of embarrassed about it. I don't know why really. I felt embarrassed that my house was uncomfortable to people because they were wall to wall in it. I felt embarrassed that we ran out of food, as if we weren't good planners. We had no idea so many people would show up.

Leonardo got a ton of presents. Enough clothes to last the winter, lots of toys, some money and even a few packs of diapers. All of our friends and family were really generous. I was happy so many people showed up. Leonardo is really loved and really spoiled. LOL!

I drank a bit last night with some friends that hung around after the party. It was a fun time as always. I really like drinking at home. I stay out of trouble for the most part. And since we ran out of liquor sort of early, I didn't feel too bad today. I still have some energy and I'm in a pretty good mood.

Now for the secret of the week from Postsecret. I picked this one because it made me laugh. And then I started wondering what my "Oh" face looks like. I have a feeling I don't ever really want to know.


And this isn't a secret of the week. It's a funny joke directed at Sarah. She should get a little hoot out of it.


Nothing more to say but goodbye! Blog to you later!

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Not much!

Today was a good day.

I'm really only blogging for the sake of WW. I weighed in today and I lost 4.4 pounds. Which I was very happy about. I lost the 4 I put on last week and then some. That's what I like about this plan, you can have a really crappy week and pick yourself up and start new the next week.

44 POUNDS GONE! 28 TO GO!

Leonardo's birthday party is Saturday. I still have almost nothing done.

I'm also freaking out a little because I don't know when I'm going to get my class projects done. I'm going to have one shitty Thanksgiving break. I can tell you that right now.

Well, that's all for tonight. Sorry I couldn't think of much to say.

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Happy Birthday my beautiful baby boy!

Today is Leonardo's first birthday!

Yes...it's hard to believe. I won't gush anymore about him than I have already. I sang "Happy Birthday" to him about 50 times today. He would get really excited and clap when I did it. I just love him!

Tomorrow is my new weigh in/meeting time. I'm excited to be going to meetings regularly again. I think this new time will work out well for me because I'm already over in Belden anyway for school. I'm pretty sure I lost. Probably not the 4 I put on...but a loss none the less. I have to try to be good all week because I want to be able to be a hog jaws at Leonardo's birthday party and not feel guilty about it.

I haven't done a single thing for the party. No housecleaning, no shopping, no food...nothing. It shouldn't be too much trouble anyway but still. I'm such a procrastinator.

I can't think of anything else to write about. So I'll talk to you guys later.

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Awwww Shucky Ducky!!!!

Today was a day to get shit done.

....and I didn't. LOL!!! I need to study for a big exam I have tomorrow in Statistics. I don't know if I'll do well or not. I'm having issues with the material. I grasp it, but I don't get it, if that makes sense.

Leonardo's birthday is tomorrow. At this time last year I was laying in a hospital bed waiting for baby to come. I went into labor around 1pm on the 6th and gave birth at 12:59am on the 7th. It really didn't seem like 12 hours. It went so fast to me. Probably not to anyone else in the room though.

I remember how magical it was the first time I laid eyes on my baby. He was beautiful. I cried. I was up the whole rest of the night just staring at him. Trying to figure out who he looked like, trying to figure out if I was dreaming. I didn't want to put him down for a second while I was there. I held him in bed with me most of the time I was there because I didn't sleep for the entire 2 days I was in the hospital(it's noisy and weird and people come in and out of the room like every two hours). I was in love, and not like any love I'd ever felt before. This was much greater. I thought my heart might explode.

He's my everything. It's hard to imagine what life was like before I had him and I will never wish to know what it's like again.

I'm excited for the next one. :) (*Please God make it a girl!)

Nothing more this evening. Other than where the hell did all of you go??

Monday, November 5, 2007

I love Leonardo Daniel Wingerter with my whole heart and soul!

Today was better than the last.

Every day is getting better and better. I can't believe the effect alcohol has on me. I find that it usually takes me 4 or 5 days to feel completely myself again after I drink. So then if you take into account drinking every weekend for about 4 weeks, that really took a toll on me. I feel depressed and I have no energy the days following a night of drinking. My therapist said my reaction and depression is not at all uncommon. Neither is the duration in days. She said that's why it's really hard to treat people with depression who drink. It's too hard to tell the difference between the "depressant" effects of the alcohol as apposed to true mental depression. Knowing all of that, I really shouldn't drink. But it's fun sometimes. And just recognizing what it does to me makes it a little easier to handle.

My WW partner quit...not that I should broadcast that. But now I'm worried about what that means for my success. I liked having someone to text me and me them about my weight for the week. I'm going to start weighing in on Thursdays and also attending my meeting then too. Once school started I had to change my normal meeting day of Wed to Saturday morning. Which really isn't a good time. Plus, I still weighed in on Wednesdays because I weigh more on Saturdays. (Seriously, LOL!) So I was going to the WW place twice a week and I was missing my meeting all the time. I haven't done well since that change in schedule. I think the meetings were key to my success. I need to make them a priority. So I'm going to weigh in and do my meetings on Thursday. I hope the leader isn't a weirdo.

Guess that's all for today.

Sunday, November 4, 2007

I'm addicted to GAMEBOY!

Today was a quiet day on the home front.

Dan worked for half the day. Then he took a nap. After that he went to a sports bar to watch a football game with his friend. I'm more than happy to let him do what he wants. He deserves to. But at the same time, I spend all day missing him. I wish he just hung around the house with me and the baby. It's okay though. I know if he was around all the time, then I'd be trying to get rid of him.

I went to church today with my mother. It was a Presbyterian church. It was okay. They use some funny wording in their songs and stuff. Considering I'm used to Latin/English in the Catholic church, which is weird in its own right, that means this church's wording was really odd. They used words like "wert". Whatever the hell that is.

Typically I don't feel very emotionally connected to very many things going on in church. Like responsorials or communion. That stuff is weird to me. I am, however, touched by the sermons and the choir singing(as long as they aren't singing weird stuff). I felt close to my Light today. The sermon was about how connected we are in this era of technology but at the same time we are so disconnected from God(the Light). That is very true.

I think I'd like to attend a Catholic church. I don't know why. It's just what I'm used to. I feel more comfortable there. I'm sure I won't have the guts to say that to my mom though. So we'll see what happens.

Now for the secret of the week from Postsecret. There were a lot of good ones this week. I mean A LOT. Nearly every one was something thought provoking or took you back a bit. So it's hard to pick. But here it is

I'm sure after looking at the other secrets posted, you might think I picked a stupid one. And yes, that it is, but it made me vomit in my mouth a little bit. So it deserved some sort of recognition. LOL!

Oh yeah...and I worked things out with my wayward friend. I'm glad. I hate being in turmoil with people I care about. I have really close relationships with some of my friends. Like we talk everyday, see each other often, and tell each other everything. When you are that close you're going to fight. It's how you work it out that really makes you friends. Same holds true for any relationship you are in. They all take work and understanding. You're going to have problems, that's a given.

Well, I think that's all for today.

Saturday, November 3, 2007

Pirates!!!! Arghhh!!!!

Today is a good day.

Things are finally starting to feel normal again around here. I'm getting my energy back. My house is clean. I'm getting homework done in as timely a fashion as is possible for me. The baby's been on an antibiotic for a few days now and seems to be feeling much better.

Leonardo's birthday is in just 4 days. It's so hard to believe he's almost 1 already. It went so fast. I can only imagine that it will be this way for the rest of the years I'm watching him grow up. It's sad and exciting all at the same time.

So Leonardo's party is next weekend. I have that to get ready for. I've already told myself I'm going to the least amount of trouble possible. Which for me is still quite a lot of trouble. I'm trying not to spend too much money because I already spent a ton on Dan's party and I need to recoup my losses. I'll let you know how all this goes.

Well, I guess I'm short on words today. So I will blog to you later.

Thursday, November 1, 2007

I hate Statistics!

Today is an average day.

I weighed in yesterday for WW. I gained 4 lbs. I was actually a small bit relieved at that. Relieved that it wasn't as much as I thought and relieved that I stayed in the 170's. Here's a recap of my week as a hog:

Wed- Ate Mcdonald's double cheeseburger and french fries

Thurs- Ate like a pig at El Campesino's Mexican restaurant. Lots of cheese dip and chips and salsa

Fri- I started off the day with a large Chipotle Burrito which back in the flex point days was 27 pts. Sarah's party, I drank like liquor was going off the market, I ate lots of BBQ ham sandwiches and party dips and chips and all that shit.

Sat- Went to a birthday party and ate like 5 small pieces of pizza, beans and weiners, drank Pepsi, at lots of Doritos then followed up that night at another party and drank some more liquor.

Sun- I went to Wylie's birthday party and ate like I've never seen food in my life. I ate a crap load of corn dip, which is made with real butter and cream cheese. I ate like 8 cookies. I ate all the Halloween candy my belly could handle.

Mon- I ate an entire meal from New Home Sing chinese restaurant. General Tso's chicken with fried chicken bits smothered in sugary glaze and like 2-3 cups of fried rice.

Tues- I ate out after school at Arby's. I got a Beef and Cheddar and a large curly fry.

Keep in mind these were the bad and more memorable things I ate. I also ate pretty much a whole box of Little Debbie brownies throughout the week as well as whatever other garbage we had around here. I also didn't follow any of the guidelines, which I usually do. So as you can see, I probably deserved to put on like 10 lbs. Which is why I was relieved it was only 4.

All the people who work for WW are lifetime members, or people that participated in WW and lost all their weight. I told the lady that weighed me in that I didn't follow the plan all week because I had a lot of parties to go to and I am powerless to party food. She told me she does the exact same thing. She said the difference from before WW and after is that before the binge didn't end. She just kept eating like that and didn't know when to stop. Now, she said, she knows a new week is coming and she can start all over again fresh. That inspired me, because she is right. That's what I like about this plan. You don't have to be perfect. You can mess up. After you do, you learn something and you can turn around the next week and do better.

I think I'm staying with Core for a while. I really like the freedom I have. I eat so many core foods anyway that it makes more sense to do it.

School is starting to get crazy. We are in the second half of the semester and I have so much crap to do. All my big projects are coming due and all the course material is getting more difficult. I swear, they should do the hard part first when people have all their steam. But no, they do it at the end when everyone's getting sick of school and loses their motivation.

I have to take the baby to the doctor today because he is sick. I really hate doing it. I'll just have to sit in a smelly waiting room for over an hour just to have a doctor tell me he has a cold and give him Dimetapp. But when you're kid is this young it's very important to keep up on illnesses. Babies are fragile and sometimes illnesses that an adult could just get over, will make a baby very very sick and could end up being quite serious. My mom thinks he has an ear infection. I don't think so. I bet it is just a cold. But we'll check it out anyway.

I guess that's all for today.