Look for the silver lining, whenever clouds appear in the blue!

Today was a better day.

I'm starting to feel a little better about what happened the other night. No, I still didn't get my shit back or figure anything out but still. I'm starting to realize that this happens to everyone at some point or in some form in their lives. I've heard a lot of people's stories that made me feel grateful. Like my friend Bobbi told me her house has been broken into 3 times. That would suck ass. I had another lady tell me that her purse was stolen and she had to deal with identity theft and constant phonecalls to credit bureaus to try to clear her name. She says now even years later she still has to deal with it. So I suppose I'm lucky.

I also started feeling like I was really materialistic. I kept catching myself praying to get my "stuff" back. It made me feel shallow. Like how about I ask for my family to stay well, or for the war to end, or for tiny little african children with swollen bellies and flies all over them to get some food and fly swatters. I mean, yeah it sucks, but it's not the end of the world. And yes, thank God it wasn't something more serious.

I'm not sure I'll do well at weigh in. I never really do if I've done any drinking that week. So I'm expecting the worst and hoping for the best.

Anybody else love the show "A Shot At Love with Tila Tequila"? I fucking love it. It's raunchy and rediculous. Nothing like any reality show I've seen before. In the words of Amanda from the show "It's like The Real World on crack". That it is Amanda, that it is.

Well, I have no more profound words of wisdom for today. Besides, always look for the positive. Always. Because it's always there no matter what. It's the "Light". Gravitate towards it.