I've been depressed lately. I'm not sad or anything. I have just felt drained and I haven't had any energy. I've had racing thoughts. I'm having trouble sleeping. Nothing too serious. I just really need to get on a schedule. School and friends and late night nothingness is messing up my sleep schedule. Plus, I'm anemic and I probably need to get back on an iron supplement.
I'm freaking out a little bit about school. I quit my job Friday because I don't feel like trying to juggle school, taking care of the baby and managing my home. Like I said before, I know lots of people that are perfectly capable of doing all that at once. I don't want to though. Especially not this semester. Accounting is not an easy major. It's not brain science or anything, but it is a lot of work. It's not for dumb people. It's not something everyone can do. I have two huge exams at the end of my degree. My CPA exam and my CMA exam. I'm worried about both. I'll be taking them in the next year or so. I should probably buy study manuals now so that I feel ready to take them. Knowing me though, I'll probably wait till the last minute and be freaking out because I don't feel ready.
Leonardo is getting so big. I can't believe his ass isn't walking yet though. He can climb all of our steps, he can get up on top of all the furniture, he can stand by himself.....but yeah, he can't walk. LOL!!! I'm not all that worried about it. I just get annoyed because people ask about it all the time. I know for a fact uninformed people believe that walking is a sign of intelligence. I've read several articles and books on the matter. The age a baby walks has nothing at all, not one thing, to do with how intelligent they are. The age a baby walks is determined by what age babies in their family start walking. It is also determined by the physical build of the child. Babies with thick short legs will walk before babies with skinny long legs. Also, some babies are just more daring than others. They are more willing to risk falling than others. Some babies won't walk until they feel completely safe doing so. They also say that babies who are coached too much by their parents to do things will sometimes refuse just because they are stubborn. I'm sure Leonardo is a mix of all of that. The general age that babies are expected to walk is 16 months. If he's still not walking at that point the doctors will make sure he isn't avoiding it because of emotional issues, but even then it's not something of concern for them. They just want to make sure he's healthy.
I can't wait to get my new iPod and accessories. I've been working diligently on my music collection. I've been ripping CD's and writing down songs that come to mind to download. I downloaded some audio books for the long trip to school. One of them being "Harry Potter and The Deathly Hollows". I want to read it so all the Harry Potter nerds don't ruin the movie for me this time around, you assholes! I figured out how to convert movies into MPEG-4's so that they can be put on my iPod and I don't have to pay for iTunes videos. If I put half this energy into my school work I'd be a fucking genius. LOL!!!
I've been thinking that I really want to keep my blog entries on here forever. I wonder how long before the blogger is deleted or something. I wonder how long before the internet is obsolete. Surely something bigger and better is on it's way. That's the way it works. I wonder if they'll send everyone an email telling us if they're planning to delete the blogger. Who knows? I guess I'll cross that bridge when I come to it.
Well, I can't think of much else to say so here's the "Secret of the Week" from Postsecret.com. I picked this one because it made me laugh out loud. Also, I thought it was a good way of dealing with my mother when she starts going off on me acting like a know it all. LOL!!!
That's all for today. Sorry today's blog was a rant. I just kept typing because I had nothing better to do at 3:00 am.
5 comments:
i was talking to my aunt the other day. she was talking about how if sophie doesnt learn to walk soon do not be frustrated. i told her about leonardo and how it prolly upsets you when people bother you about it. she said to tell you not to worry he'll walk when he see's fit. her daughter(my cousin) didnt walk till she was 19 months. she was actually doing everything leonardo is too! and in fact shes so damn smart.. i despise her hahahaha!
Did you go out last night? I wanted to! LOL Everyone was broke so they played games at our house til like 12, but then I was still raring to go. Oh well :) See ya tomorrow night. What time should I come over?
hes deff not dumb!! hes so smart! remember at the hospital and i asked him if sophie was going to be his girlfriend and he smiled!? how freakin cute was that. seriously fuck those people that nit pick. i hate when ppl strangers come up to me and ask how old sophie is and and tell them and then they yell at me for having her out at such a young age.. one lady yelled at me for it and said strangers have germs but proceded to touch her hand!!! i looked at her and said are your hands clean? do you have germs? and i walked around.. damn workers at marcs haha just think how sad you'll be when he does walk and doesnt do his lil gi joe moves on the floor anymore.. so cute!
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