So for you guys that read the blog below.....
I called a therapist today and Dan and I have an intake appointment this week. I'm a little scared. It's probably just going to be a lot of hashing for the first few sessions. Then maybe we can try to resolve some things. I really hope Dan will feel comfortable talking and opening up. I really think I'm going to punch him in the face if all he brings up is sex. I'm almost 99% positive that's what he'll do. Because everytime we try to talk about our problems that's the only thing he talks about. Sexual favors solve basically every disagreement or comprimise that we work on. Sad. Very sad. I suppose I should try to be thankful that he isn't disgusted by me or something, but still it's aggravating.
I also really hope that I will be able to really give of myself and fix things on my end. I know how stubborn I can be. I know how selfish I can be too. I worry that I will shut down and get all defensive when it's my turn to get bashed. I worry that I might not care enough to change. I guess we'll have to see.
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On the bright side, at least you know enough about yourself to know how things might go, and from there, you have the power to change them. (the situations I mean, not yourself)
The way I see it, changing yourself or the one your with is never good because it's not who you fell in love with in the first place. You'll end up with a completely different person.
I'm very self aware too and I know how things will go most of the time. And because of that, I listen more and try to see things other than the way I would normally see them without thinking. That probably only makes sense to me. I hope you get it. And I hope your session goes well. Remember to listen. :)
That makes a lot of sense. I am going to try to put forth some extra effort. I guess this is just a really confusing time for me.
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