Friday, March 21, 2008

My heart is broke but I have some glue, let me inhale and mend it with you. We'll float around and hang out on clouds.

Then we'll come down and have a hangover. Have a hangover!!!!


Today is the day I get to leave for home.

I've been in Wisconsin since Sunday and I've had enough. We've been here for Dan's job. He's been working 12 hour shifts. Me and the baby have been stuck in a hotel room all week with nothing better to do than eat. I'm sure I've put on ten pounds here. Can't wait to get home and get back to my life. I did sleep a lot here though. More than I have in a year probably. So I do feel somewhat refreshed.

I'm in a funk and I want to get out. I need motivation to getting the important shit in my life done. I blame the alcohol for a lot of my laziness and depression. I mean, don't get me wrong, I maybe drink once a week. I guess that could still qualify me as an alcoholic, maybe just not by traditional standards. I just know that's the only thing that I've done differently in the months that have accompanied this everlasting funk. I used to drink maybe once a month if that. It's time to go back to that.

It feels like I blog the same things over and over again. It also feels like I only bitch in my blogs.

6 comments:

Aleta said...

Well, I've read that sometimes alcoholism can be defined as drinking binges. You don't have to be doing it every day to be abusing it, is what I mean to say. I'm probably not an alcoholic though. Just a drama queen. LOL!!!

And we're home now. But we were in Janesville. Dan's company has a plant in Wisconsin. They were short handed and so they flew him up there 2 weeks ago to help out. They asked him to go again this last week, and he said the only way he'd go is if me and the baby could come. So we did. I was on Spring break. So it worked out ok. But the trip sucked. It was really boring and I gained 8 pounds. ARGH!!!

Nikki said...

yah wisconsin does that to people

Nikki said...

yah wisconsin does that to people

Anonymous said...

Shit i didn't even know you were gone. Thanks for the heads up I could have like broke into your house and stole the goods! j/k

Anonymous said...

Shit i didn't even know you were gone. Thanks for the heads up I could have like broke into your house and stole the goods! j/k

Aleta said...

Actually, we didn't tell people we were going. Or not on myspace or whatever anyway. Because I did have an irrational fear that someone would break into our house. I've been hanging out with some skeevy people lately and I just didn't want people to know. Not you of course, but I guess that's why it never got around.