People are funny sometimes!

Today is the day of everlasting sleep.

I am so exhausted and for no good reason. I feel like I just can't ever get enough sleep. It might be my anemia. So I started taking my iron tablets again like a week ago. Hopefully it helps.

I'm trying to quit smoking, again.....LOL!! I don't know how I ended up starting back up in the first place. That was pretty dumb.

And I know it's been a while but here's my secret of the week from Postsecret.com. Yes, I still read them religiously. I picked this one because it's absolutely true and it offered me a bit of inspiration.


I guess that's all I have for today. Have a great week all!

My heart is broke but I have some glue, let me inhale and mend it with you. We'll float around and hang out on clouds.

Then we'll come down and have a hangover. Have a hangover!!!!


Today is the day I get to leave for home.

I've been in Wisconsin since Sunday and I've had enough. We've been here for Dan's job. He's been working 12 hour shifts. Me and the baby have been stuck in a hotel room all week with nothing better to do than eat. I'm sure I've put on ten pounds here. Can't wait to get home and get back to my life. I did sleep a lot here though. More than I have in a year probably. So I do feel somewhat refreshed.

I'm in a funk and I want to get out. I need motivation to getting the important shit in my life done. I blame the alcohol for a lot of my laziness and depression. I mean, don't get me wrong, I maybe drink once a week. I guess that could still qualify me as an alcoholic, maybe just not by traditional standards. I just know that's the only thing that I've done differently in the months that have accompanied this everlasting funk. I used to drink maybe once a month if that. It's time to go back to that.

It feels like I blog the same things over and over again. It also feels like I only bitch in my blogs.

Love Fool

Today is the day I'm going to post a blog.

Sorry to my two readers that I don't find the time for this anymore. The MMORPG game World of WarCRACK owns my soul. It happened quite unexpectedly really. But I fucking love that game. The only bad thing about it, is that you don't play for like an hour you play for like 7. I usually wait till the baby is in bed and start playing then. All the people who play it joke about how addictive it is and that you need a 12 step program to quit playing. I'm sure that's the truth.

Anyways, my last weigh in was 168. So I'm still losing slowly but surely. My clothes don't fit me. Which would be a good thing if I had money to buy new ones, but I don't. So the world will have to suffer with seeing my asscrack all day and wondering if I took a dump in my pants because there's a big baggy spot where my fatter ass use to be. Oh well, how can you even complain?

The baby started walking about a month ago. He's like a little drunk man. It's so cute and it was very much anticipated. Now I have to chase him around. Maybe that's why I'm losing so much weight. That or my new nicotine obsession where I can't go an hour without a cigarette.

I'm still plugging away at school. This semester has been arduous and I'm not very motivated to get a lot done. I'm basically just squeeking by, but that's not the first or the last time I've done that in a semester.

I guess that's all I have to say. We'll see how long it takes for people to notice the update seeing as it's been a while. Maybe I'll post a bulletin or something.

HOLLA!