Who's getting ducking frunk on New Year's?? ME!!!!

Today is a day of unproductivity.

I have so much to get done around my house. And I'm doing none of it. I have at least 2 months worth of laundry. I have a pile of dishes that's been sitting on the counter since......I'm embarrassed to say. All because I am just lazy.

Now, to the subject of the New Year. I don't make resolutions because resolutions are made to be broken. But I am trying to make a fresh start. That's what the new year is for, right?? I'm going to jump back on the WW bandwagon full force. I never really quit. It was more like a WW vacation. :) So I need to get back on that.

I'd like to get my finances in order. Tax time should help with that. I'll need to find another job though, because Macy's is closing down and I only had a seasonal position.

I'd like to limit my drinking. But that has sort of happened on its own. I haven't drank since the night at the hypnotist. Nor have I felt like it. I just had to get the party girl out of my system. She comes around every now and again to haunt me. I never smoke now. That was a fleeting thing.

I want to keep doing well in school. I have been putting a lot of effort into it and seeing good results. This semester coming up is going to be one of my hardest by far. I am sure of it. I'll be taking 2 of the 4 classes that will either make or break me in my major. I am confident that I will be just fine. There really isn't anything in this world I can't be taught. Some things take a little more time and effort, but I'm very intelligible.

I want to pay more attention to my dog. That's dumb, but I've been feeling like I neglect him. I'm always with the baby and the cat. It's like he just lives in our house and we don't notice him. It's kind of his own fault though. I mean, the cat and the baby don't leave me alone. They are always following me around and crawling all over me(yes, both of them). The dog always just hides somewhere and sleeps.

I want to spend more time with my son. I feel like I don't spend enough time reading to him or playing games with him. I need to start teaching him stuff. I mean, I do, but I'd like to do more of that.

I want to start going to church again. I've had an alarm set on my phone for the last few months that goes off to remind me to go to church on Sunday. I still have yet to go. I need to figure out times for mass. I definitely feel most comfortable in a Catholic church. Catholics don't have the best reputation, but I like their ceremony the best. That and those at black Baptist churches, but we won't go there. I'd like to introduce Leonardo to all different kinds of religion. That way he's well rounded and can make a good decision about what he believes. After all you can't know your own views until you know all those opposing them.

I want to be nicer to Dan. He's definitely my punching bag. When I've had a bad day or a bad round of Guitar Hero, he gets the brunt of it. That and I'm sure our sex life has been less than satisfactory to him since the birth of the baby. I feel like he just takes my crap and comes back smiling and ready for more. He says he likes it. He's crazier than me I think. He works so hard and he's always here for us. He's an outstanding husband and father. I am the luckiest wife in the world. I hope he is always by my side. He doesn't care if I cook or clean. He doesn't care if I'm chubby looking or I don't wear make-up or decent clothes every day. No relationship or person is perfect. Our marriage and Dan is no exception. But I think I have it pretty well and I should count my blessings and quit being so mean to him all the time. I don't beat him or anything. I just get crabby and annoyed at him pretty easily some days.

Hmmmmm...what else? I want to spend more time with my friends, especially Erin. We should schedule a board game and cocktail night here really soon.

Okay, I could type this blog all day. So I'll just end it with The Secret of the Week from Postsecret.com I chose this one because it fits the blog appropriately.


This one gets an honorable mention because it's some funny shit.


Well, that's all folks.