Today was a day to get shit done.
....and I didn't. LOL!!! I need to study for a big exam I have tomorrow in Statistics. I don't know if I'll do well or not. I'm having issues with the material. I grasp it, but I don't get it, if that makes sense.
Leonardo's birthday is tomorrow. At this time last year I was laying in a hospital bed waiting for baby to come. I went into labor around 1pm on the 6th and gave birth at 12:59am on the 7th. It really didn't seem like 12 hours. It went so fast to me. Probably not to anyone else in the room though.
I remember how magical it was the first time I laid eyes on my baby. He was beautiful. I cried. I was up the whole rest of the night just staring at him. Trying to figure out who he looked like, trying to figure out if I was dreaming. I didn't want to put him down for a second while I was there. I held him in bed with me most of the time I was there because I didn't sleep for the entire 2 days I was in the hospital(it's noisy and weird and people come in and out of the room like every two hours). I was in love, and not like any love I'd ever felt before. This was much greater. I thought my heart might explode.
He's my everything. It's hard to imagine what life was like before I had him and I will never wish to know what it's like again.
I'm excited for the next one. :) (*Please God make it a girl!)
Nothing more this evening. Other than where the hell did all of you go??
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reading this makes me so much more excited to see sophia. i honestly cant wait to hold her. i dream of what she looks like just about every night. =) the dreams seem so real anymore. i honestly cant believe leonardo is going to be 1 year old!! it really seems like yesterday i was reading on the board at work that you finally had him.. geez.. time flies.. it kinda scares me too. some days it seems like yesterday i found out i was pregnat and now i have less than a month to go! oh poop its going too fast already! im sure i wont sleep in the hospital either tho so you better come visit!
I will definitely come visit.
Try to record the birth if you can. The video we took of the birth is my favorite keepsake. I cry everytime I watch it. Take lots of pics. And enjoy every moment! It will be the most memorable day of your life.
I just commented on your old blog.
i'm alive. i broke my work compy. just blogged about it
:)
Glad you're back. At least for now.
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