Today was rather uneventful.
I am finding the Core plan incredibly easy. The weird thing is I was struggling to stay under 24 points on the Flex plan, but for the last two days I haven't eaten more than 15 pts. WEIRD! It's like I'm full all the time. It says that you're eating all high density foods on the plan and that they fill you up faster and for longer. That could be why also. All I know is I feel good about this. Its coming really easy to me. At least for now. I'm really crossing my fingers that I'll lose that 5.
My dumb ass has been smoking for about the last week. Only a couple a day. I still feel like a filthy hypocrite. My nerves have really been getting to me lately and cigarettes seem to help. I'm smart enough to know that its short lived. That little high I get will go away once I really start smoking. It's only there when you are a fresh smoker. Or at least in my case. I know how easy it is to quit though, maybe that's why I haven't cared that much about it. Erin told me today though, that the second hand smoke in your clothes can hurt your children. I hadn't realized that. For that reason alone I'll knock it off.
Well, that's all for now. I've got some fun parties and crap this weekend. So I should have some good stories coming up for yall.
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If you weren't so negative you may have considered yourself the fun party part. :) LOL!
I was just joking. :p
You are a filthy hypocrite! LOL! I bet that is what Dan has been telling you anyway, lol. I know thats why I smoke most of the time. It really does calm my nerves. I have always been a very nervous person, I get that from my father. He smokes like 3 packs a day! Thank god I'm not up to that...yet! No I hope I never am. I actually only have a couple during the day myself. When I'm at work I can usually only go out maybe once or twice at the most too. I'm sure it will pass for you, I know you and you won't let it take you over! Wish I had that will power! I did when I was pregnant!
I'm going to break your fingers if you keep smoking! Thats what I tell the kids if they ever start smoking I get to break each and every finger. lol I know a lot of people do it for nerves but I hope you break the habit - you too Heather tisk tisk! I watched my dad pass away from lung cancer I don't want my friends to go that same route...
Dan doesn't care, surprisingly enough. He probably wants me to smoke so he won't feel bad. So we can do it all the time together. I think I'm over it already. I never thought I'd be able to do it again. It tasted so nasty. It does get me high though. But like I said, I know that goes away when you become a regular smoker.
I know you were joking. See you tonight!
Don't worry Amanda...I'm too cheap and I would never want my son to see me smoking. So I don't think I'd ever become really addicted. I've just needed something to get me by these last few weeks. Since I'm trying to lose a bunch of weight before Sarah's party I couldn't resort to my usual stand by of food. LOL!
yuk! Smoking is gross. You shouldn't smoke anymore. and good luck with the few extra pounds off, but you'll look cute no matter what! :)
Thanks! You'll look cute too. We're going to have fun these next few weekends. Holla!
Yeah, I think so too. We deserve to let loose a little bit. Think of how responsible we are - with work, school, home, family, etc. So, yeah. We should have a little bit of fun. :)
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